Independent Reading

This week was fully dedicated to us students to present our books that we had read throughout the winter vacation. It is normal for me to state that I did not find all of these autobiographies and memoirs worthy enough to read. For example, Kristine's book Ambulance Girl: How I Saved Myself by Becoming an EMT by Jane Stern was based on a woman who had joined the medical field to help others in need.
As Kristine was discussing about her book, I did not feel emotionally attached or provoked. After reading my memoir Lucky by Alice Sebold, I have realized that I respect those authors who focus on topics that can be considered taboo or embarrassing to most. Also, Kristine's book possessed a happy ending that will bring many readers satisfaction and relief; however, life does not always end with the cliche quote "happily ever after." Therefore, I cannot see myself reading a book that I know will not introduce me to emotions that I have never felt or even known. It may sound unusual, but I long to feel the pain of the author as I read their book. After reading books similar to Alice Sebold's, I cannot stop but feel as though I had gained a new experience in life, even if I did not live through it firsthand. Furthermore, the book that I wish to read in the near future is Anna's book Fat Girl: A True Story by Judith Moore. It appeared to be a book that will bring its readers sadness and a clearer insight of reality. Anna admitted that after reading the book, she was taught a lesson to not judge before actually knowing the person. However, most importantly the book concludes with the author expressing her feelings and emotions that were never quelled or understood. My reasoning behind my decisions may make me seem as a sadist  but I wish to branch away from stories that end with a cheesy "happily ever after" ending. It is time for individuals to face reality and to comprehend the fact that happiness, love, and joy come with a dark side: sadness, pain, and remorse.